I find women of my background to be the most attractive but I can't get myself to date them due to a grudge?

Filipina women got dark hair or light brown hair, big almond brown eyes n tan skin too. Ne ways I understand how u feel. It may take awhile for u to heal cuz you've had a bad experience with Indian women but just give them a chance. Not all Indian women are like that. I'm pretty sure u'll find a good Indian woman someday. Don't give up n keep ur head up. You will eventually get over this if u stay positive.