Help me i really need it. tattoo question?

i got this stupid ******* tattooo two nights ago , its on my lower stomach and im only 15 i dont kn ow why i did it but i did it, i hate it , i hate it , i hate it, i want to cry. how long until i can get it removed ? or is there anything i can do to remove it? it literally is making me want to committ sucicide im freaking dumb. no my parents dont know, yes it was illegal, and yes it was a terrible enviroment seriously what do i do.?